In looking at my year, it’s been nothing but a lot of disappointment and unfortunately I chose to give in to those failures and let them define me. I have allowed my life to become an obsessive cycle revolving around having a baby.
In 2010 my goal is to focus on my life as a whole rather than one (very important) aspect of it. Tomorrow I begin my shots for IVF. I am filled with hope for a new start.
I have signed up for a writing class to help me to have a creative outlet for all that I hold inside. It was a wonderful holiday filled with family and friends and way too much food. Happy New Year…here’s to abundance.
Photography by Lynn Mutchler